how sad am i? haha... whatever. ok, i decided to follow through on an idea. so often i'm reminded and haunted by the lives i've lost, the loves that have left me, bruised and broken and left to heal in the ravaging arms of lonely lonely time...
songs, smells, sights, coincidences... little things that trigger memories in my head that make me go "damn..."
melanie, temple, my childhood... those are the big three i suppose... most things will be related to melanie as she's the freshest wound upon my heart.
not sure what to think of this yet. we'll see how it goes haha. is it an exercise in bitterness? or a true step towards healing over the scars and moving on? diggin in the dirt? or burying the past? we shall see...
oh, and if you happen to stumble upon this, all entries here will be friends only aside from this one. and if i don't know you already in real life or via my journal (
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kaeruemi), i probably won't add you. cuz it's like that, and that's the way it is... huh! *strikes Run DMC pose* anyhoo, you don't wanna read this crap anyway. i prolly won't even read it after i write it down :p